Meditating
in the Book of Revelation brings you to a world in which there is
nothing but dark revelation.
Meditating
on the Book of Revelations brings one to a world in which there is
nothing but hellish revelations that go on and on. You think there
will be Peace and relief at their conclusion. But the conclusion
never comes and Peace eludes you. There is only more revelation of
increasingly horrific things, but there is no relief. Peace does not
come.
You keep getting promises that you are approaching the end
of the horror. Just one more revelation of something more shocking
and revolting and Soul scarring than any shock and disgust before,
and it will all be over. But it's not over. Is it?
You
inherited the hell you wished for "non-believers". You did
not know that when you signed onto a belief system whose central
teachings was hell for others, you yourself became that other.
Yet
God has mercy. Turn to God and ask for the way out of where you are.
I mean God. No junior partners.
You are in no position to state
the terms of your salvation. Just honestly, plainly and simply ask
God, without preconditions and without preconceptions, to help you.
"Only
with thine eyes shalt thou behold, and see the recompense of the
wicked... There shall no evil befall thee, neither shall any plague
come nigh thy tent."
This is so true. I would recommend that
you read the whole Psalm.
What
it does not say is that it hurts terribly to look around and see so
Christians suffering the tortures of the damned because they engaged
in idol worship, ascribed lies to the God of Israel and thought they
had taken the Jews' place in God's Heart.
