This is the price that Christians are paying for their idolatry. Your whole world is a lie, a hallucination - and a bad one at that. Sorry. Someone has to tell you the truth. Idolatry creates artificial worlds - worlds of artificial horrors, that horrify all the same. What's written in your "new testament" is not a description of reality. It is a suggestion to your mind as to how to think of the world. And, having internalized the suggestion as "gospel", so it is for you. I suggest you pray to God, not any junior partners, but to God. And if you think that without Yeshu, you're praying to the devil, well, that says a whole lot about you.

Shawn Ryan: We Are on the Cusp of a Total False Reality

https://youtu.be/K45smXrwjJw